Trying to do this on my phone. Computer's all dismantled because the apartment needs more work, and my computer desk was in the way. The desk is falling apart, so it couldn't be moved except piece by piece.
This was scheduled for tomorrow morning but I got it mixed up with another appointment I had today. I dismantled everything a day early. Not so bad, I thought. I should spend more time away from the PC anyhow.
Feeling lousy though, not up to doing much. I'm starting to feel a little more confident in my ability to procrastinate judiciously though. I know how long it will take me to write a paper and it doesn't need to be today. Thankfully, as I clearly can't be bothered to type anything up right now..
I'm getting it all done so far. The other appointment that was today was to set up financial aid. Again, shocked at how easy that part has been. Most Americans can neither afford college nor qualify for much aid, but I'm lucky in that I have nothing at all, and am officially disabled.
So, it's all set. I'll be going full time in the fall. Guess we'll find out how disabled I still am. I have some doubts about my competence, but so far, so good. It's long past time I gave it a shot. Especially given that it's so affordable for the time being.
Which is not to convince myself, but to reassure. I don't feel I have much choice, which is probably what I was so afraid would happen. Now that the big scary ball is rolling, I need to keep going.
Which was also what I'd intended. Sink or swim? Alright, fine. Maybe I can swim.