I seriously have no idea if I'm any good. Am I making a childish racket? Is it creative? Musical? Is it weird that I have no idea, or is it pretty normal? Is it not supposed to matter? I'm just supposed to create because I love it so?
I'm mostly just bored. Is that good enough?
Not that anyone reads any of this. I just like to pretend. Some day maybe cyberarchaeologists will read it or something.