The way I play music feels significant. How disorganized it is. How I just play whatever comes into my head. I attempt to write bits and pieces of a song, but never tie it together. I jump from one thing to another, with complete disregard for continuity. I get better and better, but turning that into anything cohesive always feels just out of reach.
I make up all different parts, on any given day. Tying it together should be the easy part. Remembering it. Being able to play the exact same thing a second time. What kind of craziness would that be?
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It seems trivial, compared to the creativity of it, and yet, it's not trivial at all. It seems to be really important.. but for whatever reason, I can't get my head around it. I just play. No matter how good I get, I'm afraid it's still just a lot of random noise.
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