It's not looking good. I really needed to stay in Vermont, if I was going to find a way to keep living there. "Affordable housing" is just a mirage. I can't keep looking for roommates there, while I'm here. Where I'm living now is a stepping stone to nowhere.
Five years ago, I embarked on this journey to get my life together, because I knew eventually something like this would happen. I completely failed. Now my whole life is gone. All my dreams, ambitions and endeavors, all gone. I spent years fighting to earn the respect of people I will never see again. Everyone I knew, gone. I had a life, for the first time in my life, and it's gone.
I can't start over. I can't live anywhere else. I don't want to live anymore.
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